Sometimes i wonder what will my life be in future. I told fiona that i dont know if want a husband in future because i am afraid that i will be left alone in this world and living with the misery of him being gone. But still that is life. We all have to deal with it.
I need a getaway from this city. Everybody is going for a holiday except me. Just today, somebody is flying to Perth while i am studying for my last paper. So unfair. I always wanted to go to countries like Europe , US etc. Maybe i can go there for my honeymoon in future. haha. Well, at least somebody is buying me pandora from Perth. Yay, and that somebody is my bf. Thank you so much, you are the best, love you. (even keep asking me what design i want before you left for Perth but i just cant decide). I hope you have a safe flight back and have fun. I will have fun without you too. ( maybe not).

