This weekend i guess i will be spending alone.
J cant book out this weekend and he can only book out on next sat's night.
Honestly speaking, i have been looking forward to every fri's night.
Now my hopes went crashing down on me when he broke the news to me.
Sometime i try to be understanding. It not easy on me, it neither easy on him too.
And it's not his fault because he didn't want it either.
I hope that things will get better from here.
Sometimes i don't know who can i turn to because everybody has their own problems too.
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