Life being so unpleasant lately.
I don't know how to describe it.
Even thou my birthday is just tmr, there is not a single joy of it.
Everything is like bringing me down.
Never feel so depressing like this before.
it's so hard that i could hardly breathe.
I used to live a happy life but it just used to.
I need a getaway badly.
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please be more fair to me.
after all, i am just a 18 going to 19 kid.
i am writing on this space because it's the only thing that i can trust right now.
